i'll create new email persona, specifically for my new life, and i'd definitely would want to change my address for renting into permanent. whatever it takes, i had enough!
it's bad enough to know your ex-girlfriend got married, twice, it's even worst to know that the persons that i had crushes once, almost all of them, got married already, or in a position way too high for me reach in my current condition.
even worst, my financial status is rapidly deteriorating, no matter how much sweet talk i've told myself, it just won't cut it out anymore.
i'll do whatever it takes to be free. i asked nicely, people wouldn't help. i asked nicely with pleading, people took advantage of my desperateness. now, no more. out went the good, now the darkside will take over.
